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You'll come over soemtimes on a Saturday and we'll study Talmud with my father |
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Columbia is not so far. We will see you on Shabbat |
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Danny, when you have a son of your own, you will raise him in silence |
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A father has a right to raise his son in his own way, Reuven |
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Yes. Though I do not care for it at all |
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What kind of way is that to raise a son? |
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It is perhaps the only way to raise a tzaddik |
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I'm glad I wasn't raised that way |
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"Reuven. I didn't have to raise you that way. I am not a tzaddik" |
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You will remain an observer of the commandments? |
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I ask you to forgive me my anger at your father's Zionism. I read his speech. I found my own meaning for my brother's death for the death of the six million. I found it in God's will wich I didn't presume to understand. I did not I did not find it in a Jewish state that doesn't follow God and his Torah. My brother the others they could not could not have died for such a state. Forgive me your fathe rit was too much too much |
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Daniel Forgive me for everything I have done. A-a wiser, father may have done differently. I am not wise." |
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Today is the Festival of Freedom. Today my Daniel is free I must go . I am very tired. I must lie down |
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Daniel when you go away tostudy you will shave off your beard and earlocks? |
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"you think I was cruel? Yes, I see from your eyes that you think I was cruel to my daniel. perhaps. but he has learned. let my daniel become a psychologist. I know he wishes to become a psychologist. I do not see his books? I did not see the leters from the universities? I do not see his eyes? I do not hear his soul crying? Of course I know. For a long time I have known. Let my daniel become a psychologist. I have no more fear now. All his lefe he will be a tzaddik. He will be a tzaddik for the world. And the world needs a tzaddik |
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Reuven you and yuour fauther were a blessing to me. The master of the universe snet you to mys on. he sent you when my son wa ready to rebel. he sent you to listen to my son's words. he sent you to be my closed eyes to listen to my son's words. I looked at your soul, reuven, not your mind. In your father's writings I looked at his soul,not his mind. I fyou had not found the gematriya mistake, Reuven, it would have made a difference? nO. The gemitrya mistake only told me you had a good mind. But your soul Iknew already. I knew it when my daniel came home and told me he wanted to be your friend. Ah you should have seen his eyes that day. You should have heard his voice. What an effort it was for him to talk to me. but he talked. I knew your soul, reuven, before I knew your mind or your face. A thousand times I have thanked the master of the universe that he sent you and your father to my son |
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You don't understand that do you? |
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I didn't think you would. |
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What do you mean it talks to you? |
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You ahve to want to listen to it, and then you can hear it, it has a strange beautfiul texture. It doesn't always talk, siomtime-sometimes it cries, and you can hear the pain of th world in it. It hurts to listen to tit htne. but you have to. |
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I don't understand that at all |
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Are you and your father talking these days? |
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There's more trth to that than your ealize. You can listen to silence, REuven. I've begun to realize that you can listen to sielnce and learn from it. I t has a quality and a dimesnion allits own. It talks to me sometimes. I fele myself alive in it. IT talks. And I can hear it. |
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I can't get over your becoming a psychologist |
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I always thought that logic and theology were like David and Saul. |
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They are But I might help them get better acquainted |
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I can't get over yhour becoming a rabbi |
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Oh many kinds. A lot of it is still very experimental. |
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You're planning to experiment on people? |
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I don't know. Maybe. I really don't know too much about it yet |
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Are you going on for a doctorate? |
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Sure. You can't move in this field without a doctorate |
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Where are you planning to go? |
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I don't know yet. Appleman suggested Columbia. That's where he got his doctorate. |
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Does your father know yet? |
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The day I receive my smicha. Smicha is the Hebrew term for rabbinic ordination. |
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Maybe. But psychoanalysis is only one form of therapy. There are many other kinds |
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You're going to become an analyst? |
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What do you mean, treats them? |
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Well, it's the same as the difference between theoretical and applied physics, say. The experimental psychologist is more or less the theoretician; the clinical psychologist appleis what the experimentalist learns. He gets to work with people. He examines them, tests them, diagnoses them, even treats them. |
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Well, well Goodbye Freud. |
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No, It's not goodbye Freud. Freud was a genius. But he was too circumspect in his findings. I want to know a lot more than just things Freud dealt with. Freud never really did nothing with perception, for example. Or with learning. Howe people see hear, touch, smell, taste and learn is a fascinating subject. Freud never went into any of that. But he was a genius, all right, in what he did go into. |
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You're going to become an experimentalist |
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I don't think so. I want to work with people, not with rats and mazes. I talked to Appleman about it. He suggested I go into clinical psychology |
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They bother me sometimes. The doctor says it's nervous tension. |
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It's good to have you back |
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You and your crazy way of hitting a baseball. You and your father with his crazy silences and explosions |
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Will you help me with this graph |
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"Reuven, the silence between Danny and Reb Saunders. It is continuing? |
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A father can bring up a child any way he wishes. What a price to pay for a soul? |
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You're entitled to yor opinion. And I'm entitled to mine |
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I think it's crazy and sadistic. And I don't like your father at all. |
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I hate to tell what I think of your father |
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He's a great man. He must have a reason |
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Welcome back to the land of the living |
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It feels good to be kosher again |
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How do you take the silence? |
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I hated it. How did you take it? |
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I think I would lose my mind |
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No, you wouldn't. You'd learn to live with it. |
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I don't know. WE still don't talk |
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Except when you study Talmud or he explodes |
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I'm sorry too. I needed you around for a while. Especially when my father was sick. |
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I will call on you often now. |
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Now that you understand, I will call on you very often. I have been waiting all year to see how god a teacher your father is. He is a great teacher and a great scholar. It is a joy toot listen to you. But you must not use this method in my class. You understand? |
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You cannot explain it. You are sure you cannot explain it? |
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"Your father is a good teacher. You are blessed to have such a father |
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I must ask you never to use such a method of explanation in my class. I am myself not opposed to such a method. But I must ask you never to use it in my class. Do you understand me? |
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I think he would have said the text is wrong |
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I think I know what he would have said |
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"Reuven, tell me, how would you father have answered my question? |
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"You do not know how your father would have explained the inyan? |
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"Your father is a great scholar. A very grest scholar |
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Tell me REuven. Do oyu study Talmud with your father |
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You studied the inyan alone? |
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Your father didn't help you? |
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My father is in the hospital |
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He's better now. He had a heart attack. |
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I did not know. I am sorry to hear that |
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You studied the inyan by yourself, Reuven? |
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Can anyone explain the inyan? |
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"no one can explain it. The truth is , I can't explain it myself. It is a difficult inyan. A very difficult inyan. A teacher can also sometimes not know." |
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I want to talk with you a minute |
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YOu cannot explain it, Reuven? |
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You can't explain it. Youa re sure you can't explain it |
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there are no questions about what he says? |
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It is a very difficult inyan. and the commentaries. rishonim do not help us. Tell me Reuven, how do you explain the inyan? |
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So. it is pilpul. I see you don't like pilpul. Tell me Reuven why is it pilpul What is wrong with his explanation |
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Reuven the fanaticism fo men like REb Saunders kept us alive for two thousand yers of exile. If the jews of Palestine have an ounce of that same fanaticism and use it wisely we will soon have a Jewish state |
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I don't understand it abba. In a million years I'll never understand it. He let Danny read al the books I gave him, he let us be friends all thse years even though he knew I was yours on. Now he breaks us up over this. I just don't understand it. |
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Reuven, what went on between you and Danny all those years was private. Who realy knew? It was probably not difficult for REb Suanders to answer question from his followers, assuming there were any questions, which I doubt, simply by saying that I was at least an observer of the Commandments. But he has no answer anymore to my Zionism. Waht can he tell shis hpeople now? NOthing. He had to do what he did. How could he let you continue to be friends? I am sorry I was the cause of it. i brought you together, an dnow i ma the cause of your eparation. I am deeply sorry |
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Okay. I don't charge very much |
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It won't make me love running rats through mazes.But at least he's sympathetic. He's a really fine person. |
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Well, just call on your friendly tzaddik for help. |
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If I ever get to love experimental psychology after this book I'll assume the messiah has come. |
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He'll talk to him next week |
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Experimental psychology. I know nothing about it. |
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He said there was a lot of math in it |
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An. And Danny doesn't like mathematics |
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He hates it, hes ays. He's feeling prety low. He feels like he wasted two years reading Freud |
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Professor Appleman sounds a lot like Professor Flesser |
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You talk about biology in a symbolic logic class? |
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We were discussing inductive logic |
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Ah. Of course. The point about mathematizing hypotheses was made by Kant. It is one of the programs of the Vienna Circle logical positivists. |
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Not now Reuven. It is too late, and I am tired. You should go to sleep soon. Take advantage of the nights when you have no schoolwork |
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You'll be working late tonight abba? |
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Dannys is discoering that Freud is not god |
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I told him to at least talk it over with Professor Appleman |
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You're not taking care of yourself you know. Your voice sounds awful |
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Does Dr. Grossman know you're working so hard |
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Dr. Grossman worries a little too much about me |
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Are you going for another checkup soon? |
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How many fathers od I have? |
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I wish you'd take it a little easy |
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This is not a time to take things easy Reuven. You read about what is happening in Palestine. |
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This is a time to take things easy? The Haganah and Irgun boys who die are taking it easy? |
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I'm studying Talmud with my father |
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no. he's teaching me scientific method. |
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You're planning on trying scientific method on Rav Schwartz. |
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My father asked me last week if you are still my friend. He hasn't seen you in two months |
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Oh sure. All I need to do is get to love mathematics and rats. Are you coming over this Saturday? |
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Tell him my fahter sends his regards. |
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He's finishing another article |
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Not really. Only now and then. It's not rally talking. |
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I think I had better really go home. It's late. I'll meet your in front of your shyul Saturday morning |
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Thanks. Are you and your father talking to each other these days |
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You nver know. Experimental psychology might come in handy some day |
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Well, good luck with your scientific method. Just don't try it on Rav Gershenson. He knows all about it and hat/es it. When will my father get to se you |
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I've got to go home. What's your father doing in there? |
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About Freudians being dogmatic |
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What do they do, make a tzaddik out of him? |
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Very funny. I'm getting a lot of sympathy from you tonight |
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I think you ought to have a heart-to-heart talk with Appleman |
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And tell him what? That Freud was a genius? That I hate experimental psychology? You know what he once said in class? |
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Appleman. If the freudians aren't willing to try testing their theories under lab conditions then they are being dogmatic |
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What makes you so wise about Freudians all of a sudden? |
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Why don't you ask Appleman? |
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How are your eyes these dsays/ |
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I don't know a thing about Freudians. But I do know a lot about inductive logic. One of these days remind me to give you a lecture on inductive logic. If the Freudians-. |
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damn it. I never even mentioned the followers of reud in class. I was talking bout Freud himself. Freud was a scientist. Psychoanalyusis is a sceintific tool for exploring the mind. What do rats have to do with the human wmind? |
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I think I will. I think I';l do just that. Why not? What have I got lose? It can't make me any more miserable than I am now. |
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They still bother me. These glasses don't help much. |
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About what? About freud? The onte time I mentioned a Freudian theory in class, all I got ouf of Appleman was that dogmatic psychoanalysis was related to psycholgoy as magic was related to science. Dogmatic freudians. |
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dogmatic freudians are generally to be regarded as akin to the medieval physicists who preceded the era of Galileo. They are interested solely in confirming highly dubious theoretical hypotheses by the logic of analogy and induction, and make no attempt at refutation of intersubjective testing. that was my intro to experimental psych. I'be been running rats through mazes ever since" |
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You were with him an hour? |
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We had a long talk. Listen, I'm sorry I blew up like that yesterday at lunch. |
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He's a very fine person. He said he's been waiting all term for me to talk to him |
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That's the problem of induction in a nutshell. How do you justify jumping from a few instances to a generalization. |
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It's a long story. We had a long talk about Freud. Freudians, psychology, psychoanalysis, and God. |
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And I'm telling you how I feell. Thanks a million. |
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where were you last night? |
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I waited half an hour. What time did you get out? |
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Anyway, he knows Freud forwards and backwards. He told me he wasn't ojecting to Freud's conclusions as much as to his methodology He said Freud's approach was based on his own limited experiences. He generalized on the basis of a few instances, a few private patients. |
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I don't know anything about the problem of induction. That's your department. Appleman said something else, though, that made a lof of sense to me. He admitted that Freud was a genius and a cautious scientist, but he said that freud evolved a thoery of behavior based only on the study of abnormal cases. He said that experimental psychology was interested in applying the methodology of the natural scieinces to discover how all human beings behaved. It didn't generalize about personality behavior only on the basis of a certain segment of people. that makes a lot of sense. |
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He also said his quarel was mainly with the Freudians, not so much with Freud himself. He said they were happy to earn their fat fees as analysts and refused to let anyone challenge their hypotheses. |
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There's our trolley. Come on. |
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So he said anlysts don't let anyone challenge their hypotheses. What happened then? |
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"Well, we talked a lot about experimental psychology. He told me that it was almost impossible to study human subjects because it was too difficult to control the experiments. He said we use rats because we can vary the conditions. He repeated a lot of things he'd already said in class, but he made a lot more sense this time. At least, I think he made a lot more sense. Maybe after what he said about Freud being a genius I was just more willing to listen tot him. He said he admired my knowledge of Freud but that in science no one was God, not even Einstein. He said even in religion people differed about what God was, so why shouldn't scientists take issue with other scientists? I couldn't argue with that. He said experimental psychology would be a healthy balance to my knowledge of Freud. Maybe. I still don't think it has anything to do with the human mind. It's more physiology than anything else, I think. Anyway, Appleman told me that if I had any problem with math he was willing to help me as much as he could. But his time is limited, so he suggested I get a friend to help me on a regular basis." |
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Even with a synagogue full of Jack Roses? |
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Even with a synagogue full of Jack Roses. God help me. |
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Will you have some tea with me? |
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When I become a rabbi, you mean. |
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God help us if synagogues fill up with Jack Roses. |
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They will fill up with Jack Roses, and it will be the tasks of rabbis to educate them. It will be your task if you become a rabbi. |
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Why not? You should envy him, REuven. American Jews have begun to return to the synagogue. |
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Come. Let us have some tea and continue to talk about happy things. |
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Well, it's better than being a boxer. |
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You would have been a fine university professor. I would have liked you to become a university professor. But I think you have already decided. Am I rght? |
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I wonder how Reb Saunders will feel when he finds out that Danny is the friend of the son of a Zionist. |
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Reb Saunders sits and waits for the Messiah. I am tired of waiting. Now is the time to bring the Messiah, not wait for him. |
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Will you please go for that checkup?" |
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YOu really frightened me, talking that way. Are you sure you're all right? |
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I have a bad cold. But I am fine otherwise. |
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You'll go for that checkup? |
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I will call Dr. Grossman tomorrow and make an appointment for next week. All right? |
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Fine. My young logician is satisfied. Good. Let ustak of happier things. I did not tell you that I saw Jack Rose yesterday. He gave me a thousand-dolar check for the Jewish National Fund. |
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I didn't want to sound morbid. I only wanted to tel you that I am doing things I consider very important now. If I could not do these things, my life would have no value,. Merely to live, merely to exist-what sense is there to it? A fly also lives. |
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I was a little too blunt. I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. |
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I will live for many more years with God's help. Between my son and my doctor, I will probably live to be a very old man. |
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He said to Moses You have toiled and labored now you are worthy of rest. |
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